Creation Frustration
Artists are Fearful Lot
We artists seem to have loads of fear issues. I want to address just one of those fears - the fear of creating something ugly. By ugly I mean, ugly in the eyes of the creating artist.
Artists are extremely fearful of what I call, “Making Ugly”.
What is Making Ugly?
Making Ugly is a situation that happens to you unexpectedly. You are going along, happily making art and growing a little bit better every so often, and then…..
BLAM! you create something ugly! And it’s not just ugly, it’s bad. So bad that it looks as if it were something you created before you began your journey into art studies (you know, that embarrassing pre-beginner stage).
You throw it away. You create something else. It turns out ugly too! This happens again…
…. and again,
……..and again!
Frustration!
You begin hiding your work. You buy self help books, you seek out miracle classes, videos and cures. You think, “Perhaps if I try a different technique”? But it’s no use, no matter what you do, you can only make ugly.
You lose your confidence. You begin to think you’ve lost your touch - you realize that are not a good artist - in fact, you’re not an artist at all - you feel you should walk away, give it up - find another love.
STOP!
Or rather, don’t stop. Don’t walk away, don’t give it up, and don’t sell yourself short. Keep going. Keep making ugly. Push your way through.
Why? Because this is a sign that you are heading for a Major Breakthrough (and I mean MAJOR!)
It may take a few days. It may take weeks. It may even take months (especially if you dabble). But keep on creating, because just as suddenly as you ‘lost’ it, you’ll make a breakthrough - and when you do, you’ll be miles ahead of where you’d have been if you’d just kept steadily plodding along without that deep pit of despair in the path. Yeah, “Making Ugly” is the pits.
Transformation
Time and again I’ve watched my students (and myself) go through this process. I talk about it in classes, but students forget, until they experience it the first time. Those that remember, those that push through are the successful artists. And everyone else? Well, they’ve moved on to other pursuits.
One of my beginner students frames it well in his email about the ‘Making Ugly’ process. He says,
~ Greg Sloan
Just Keep Going
By the way, I’ve found that this same concept works in life. As long as I ‘just keep going‘ - I always make a breakthrough - ALWAYS.
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Wow, I cannot believe how much this describes me over the past few days! I am just at that exact point of frustration, and…literally…tears came to my eyes briefly when I came to the paragraph about it presaging a major breakthrough.
Even if it doesn’t come for quite some time, I now have enough courage to go home and pick up the (sometimes dreaded!) pencils and face the blank sheet of paper without as much fear (yes FEAR) of making ugly.
Thank you, thank you!
You are Welcome! Let us know when you have that breakthrough. Try this: take a photo of one of your ‘making ugly’ pieces, and then take one of your breakthrough pieces (whenever it happens). Keep them handy for the next time… and the next time… and the next time you ‘make ugly’. Each time you’ll find yourself more motivated because you KNOW what’s coming, and it’s thrilling.
Making ugly can be a joy. Do it with abandon, knowing that you’ll toss everything you do - this will speed the process.
If you haven’t found these two blogs - check them out, they might give you more to play with.
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